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John Clellon Holmes's avatar

1949:01:04: JOURNAL: You remember those little hazy pictures that broke thru the haze?… the tiny little apple breasts of Gana under her cherese dress, her Georgian-piled hair going on about acting in psych-dramas… the Chinese girl’s horror at being offered a marijuana cigarette… the countless times that Neal & Lu Anne dancing stomach to stomach, her arms flung around his neck in abandon, both eyes closed the pelvis alone carrying the beat the feet still… the smell of broken benzedrine capsule as it fouls the air sweet… the slight discoloration that comes to the lips of the addict after several hours of it… the frantic incoherence of speech after further hours, when everything is incomprehensible and somehow profound… there was a sinister spontaneity to everything and yet everything was tinged with a sort of pre-ordainment… people called at the right moment, the loosest of arrangements sufficed to bring about re-meetings, plans hastily constructed seemed to work out…

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Vladimir Nabokov's avatar

Around 1949, in Ithaca, upstate New York, the throbbing, which had never quite ceased, began to plague me again. Combination joined inspiration with fresh zest and involved me in a new treatment of the theme, this time in English—the language of my first governess in St. Petersburg, circa 1903, a Miss Rachel Home. The nymphet, now with a dash of Irish blood, was really much the same lass, and the basic marrying-her-mother idea also subsisted; but otherwise the thing was new and had grown in secret the claws and wings of a novel.

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